FYI that's my name, yeah for real. :D I'm a simple girl who loves to watch all kinds of different things
including the lives of people Most of the things I'll put here are related to those things I watch.
I also love to read and I believe that reading is essential to one's growth.
I must warn you though, I do have a wide range of interests. From disney princesses to the most twisted, revolting thing you could imagine. Just be prepared. :D
I'm also a writer and despite my busy schedule I try my best to finish my writing projects, most of which are fanfics. LOL.
Another thing about me is that I tend to say what's on my mind. So just a disclaimer/warning of some sort...if you don't like what you see/read here then deal with it. I'll try my best not to fight with anybody but if you happen to intentionally or unintentionally strike a nerve or if you happen to bully one of my friends then I'm sorry but you will definitely be hearing from me...
Why Irreplaceable Broken Pieces? Because my life is made of different broken pieces I managed to put together and each of them are irreplaceable..may they be good or bad ones...
So there you are, a small introduction to who I am as a person. If you want to know more about me, then just scroll on to my tumblr. ^^
Live life to the fullest, you only have one.
(faerie de la lune)
For my drawings, go here faeriedelalunescorner.tumblr.com
Every star has my wish…a wish for myself and a wish for you…that I may keep being strong and that may you find the peace and happiness you deserve…#mischiefmanaged #wishes #stars
Thanks for making a difference in mine…no matter what happens…wherever we end up in…whoever we meet…i’ll always be thankful for you… #friends #andyou #yesyou #thankful #blessed #grateful #dunnoifyoullseethisthough
Manage the pain…don’t rush things…life is difficult…learn how to manage… #mischiefmanaged #gettingbetter #stepbystep
It’s been weeks after my bday and I’m still getting presents…kkk…babe, I’m so grateful that you remember me in your travels…thank you for these! And thanks for cooking dinner kagabi! Next time yung promise mong lasagna naman ah! hahaha! Halabshoo, alam mo yan! ^^ #friendship #deeproots #blessed #loved #gifts #presents #keychains #mycollection #simplejoys #always #be #my #babe
In a month and two days it’s his bday…I used to be busy this time of the year thinking of what I can give or do for him…I have to forget about that now…I have to manage everything and transcend the pain…#movingforward #viciouscycle #mischiefmanaged
Regardless of what people tell me, that “It will get better.”, or “It’ll pass.”, fact is, I will never be okay…atleast not in the near future as I hoped it would be…
sure the pain might pass, the tears will dry up, the anger will fade but the fact still remains that I am now broken and I’ll never be a hundred percent okay…alcohol, food, friends and laughter, and all those other things drowns or covers the pain for a while but then I eventually realize that I was never okay to begin with and that everything was a lie…everything starts to crumble and then suddenly I’m sucked back into that dark vortex…it’s a vicious cycle and it’s tiring…but you know what? One day I saw my self and realized that I can’t sulk for the rest of my life…i can’t keep getting sucked into that black hole and then take days to get the hell out…I began to think, I got hurt, so what? why am I letting pain cripple me? I learned how to love. I experienced love, even if it was for a short time. I found something that people spend way too much time looking for…I didn’t get to keep it but maybe one day I will…but fact is, I. Was. Happy. I. Was. Loved. and I can still be those things if I stop shutting myself from the world and all the other people in my life…so why should I let pain rule me over? I shouldn’t waste my time and energy being eaten up by darkness and monsters everytime I’m alone…so at one point I decided that enough is enough…I learned how to tame the monsters and to stay still in the darkness… because life does not revolve around one insignificant person who never acknowledged my worth and significance in his life…
I’m not perfect though, there are days I falter and shrink back into a fetal position, kinda like today, but…oh BUT! it has become easier for me to jump back up and keep on moving forward…I was never okay and it’ll take time before I’ll be okay but as i would often say these days, #mischiefmanaged…because I realized that’s all I have to do…manage the pain, manage the sadness, manage the loneliness, manage the emptiness…because those things never go away…and if I ignore them they’ll just continue to claw the life out of me, leaving me an empty shell…and so far I’m managing it well the past two weeks…
I’m not okay. I was never be okay. But now, I’m okay with that because now I know I will be eventually…not as soon as I initially wanted…but eventually^^